i am so fucking lonely

2021.10.24 18:13 amaluatei i am so fucking lonely

no one ever said life would get this boring :( i just want a guy to cuddle me to sleep, play with my hair and kiss me as i fall asleep. i wanna feel someone hug me, maybe just even touch my hand by accident. i want some kind of affection, maybe just even saying hi to me. i'd go crazy, online or not. you don't know how badly i want to be able to socialise (i dont know how people tolerate me at all honestly) like a normal kid my age. maybe i talk too much or too little and i probably come off way too strong, probably why people dont tend to stick around for very long. i don't have many irl friends and the only people i talk to are on a screen.
i'm an actual piece of shit, too. genuinely. i get pissed way too easily and i'm stubborn. i'm a bad person to be friends with and i'm too clingy. seriously, if you were able to ask anyone i talk to (barely anyone) they'd probably say im annoying as shit :)
sometimes when im about to go to sleep i imagine someone sleeping next to me. i'm so motherfucking happy for like, 5 seconds, until i realise theyre not real and im just dreaming. no one likes me enough to do that anyway and i doubt anyone would cuddle me; i'm ugly as hell. and i hate my skin colour for whatever reason i just kinda wish i was white and blonde lmao
conclusion: want a nice boyfriend (i don't even care if hes online or not) and a group of friends who dont run away within 2 minutes of knowing me
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2021.10.24 18:13 Intelligent-Tea2394 Seed opinions please !

Hello there everyone. I recently found misplant for a seed source and found that he has only hybrids/crosses. A question that i am hoping for some help answering is, where is your favorite place that i can order seeds from that are not hybrids from and why ? If it helps, i am here in the u.s. Thanks !
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2021.10.24 18:13 C-S-G123 Black about to be vibe checked

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2021.10.24 18:13 meltybuttermodels Signed up in May and already filled up this corkboard!

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2021.10.24 18:13 RoulShorra Eliminate Negative Thoughts And Burning Fat

Eliminate Negative Thoughts And Burning Fat
  • You think thousands of thoughts each day. You talk to yourself more than anyone else.
  • These negative beliefs have been constructed by you and accepted by you as truth.
  • You are allowing your entire life to be controlled by some obscure comments made years ago.
  • You know who you truly are and what’s in your heart.
  • When you were born you entered this world without the burdens of your current negative belief system.
  • You entered this world as a beautiful bundle of joy filled with unlimited potential and possibilities.
  • You are still and will always be a beautiful bundle of joy with unlimited potential and possibilities.
  • If you stopped all the negative talk that you currently have with yourself such as; – the author too is fat – Why would anyone want to love me – the author will never be thin – the author always fail And the list can go on and on… How would you feel?
  • Do you think that you would feel emotionally lighter?
  • Do you think that you would feel happier?
  • Do you think that you would feel more confident?
  • How do you think your life would change if you were to go one step further and modify your self-talk by only speaking positively about yourself.
  • If you take some time and focus on what you like about yourself and focus on only that your emotional state will become positive to the point that you will be able to accomplish anything.
  • Once you begin looking for the positive things within you, you will be surprised to realize your magnificence has always been there just below the surface.
  • You have never been anything other than a shining bundle of joy that entered the world years ago.
  • – Who am I, what is in the author's heart that only the author knows?
  • Decide right here and how you want to feel.
  • How you talk to yourself creates your beliefs and programs your subconscious.
  • You need to ask yourself do you want your beliefs and subconscious programming to be based on false-negative thinking.
  • Do you want your beliefs to be based on the truth, that you are and always have been a perfect being?
  • Playfulness and enthusiasm that you naturally had as a child begin to flow into your everyday experiences.
  • Do this every day and watch your weight begin to dissolve just as your old negative beliefs about yourself begin to dissolve.
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2021.10.24 18:13 UnrulyVaccination Tennis Zilla launching now STEALTH! BabyBinamon Dev Team 10 Million ATH - TennisZilla will be their next Moonshot!

TennisZilla Launching now Stealth! BabyBinamon Dev Team 10 Million ATH - TennisZilla will be their next Moonshot!
Trusted Dev from BabyBinamon.
The first token on BSC to combine Rebase with Double Rewards and Buyback. As you guys know, new Tokenomics = Moon. It will stealth launch with 30 members as we all know organic growth is the best.
Get on the train and shill everywhere, this will be the next Moonshot for all who missed to be early in Rebase Tokens.
Where to buy?: You can buy the token on PancakeSwap! You can easily swap your BNBs to TennisZilla
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Contract: will be pinned right before launch in the TG Group
Initial Liquidity: 5 BNB
Chart: if you want the chart then go to poocoin and type the contract Adress. After this you will get to see this moonshot.
Socials Telegram: https://t.me/TennisZilla

A lot of marketing already lined up by a dedicated team and influencers like cryptic maestro / crypto messiah to be hired. Listings applied. LETS MOON TOGETHER 🚀🚀🚀🚀🚀
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2021.10.24 18:13 HumanWithLimbs H: emmet hazmat W: heavy offers or caps

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2021.10.24 18:13 Spycii Start watching the Bulls, stop supporting a bad organization. McCaskeys need to sell, we need a better organization.

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2021.10.24 18:13 akmdlt Anyone have the solution manual for NISE Control Systems Engineering

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2021.10.24 18:13 karina0404 How accepting is South Korea?

So im wondering wether to travel there and also potentially living there if I like it alot. What is it like to be trans in Korea and how is being trans seen there?
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2021.10.24 18:13 tpatrickm84 Lawn still growing fast even with the cooler weather. May be mowing until December!

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2021.10.24 18:13 tuxooo Unique picture that nobody ever seen on this sub! Never been overused, its unique! Now give me upvotes and medals and silver and golds i thought of posting this first and i was sure nobody will ever do the same!

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2021.10.24 18:13 lardicus99 I (22M) have feelings for my roommate (21F). Ignore or make a move?

I'm a college student living with three roommates who I've all come to be very close with. Over the last two months I have developed strong feelings for one of them. I really enjoy spending time with her, we do a lot of things just the two of us, and we're either always laughing at dumb stuff together, discussing philosophical topics, or playfully teasing each other. I haven't felt this way about someone in years, and when I lock eyes with her my feelings only amplify. The problem is, she's my roommate.
If I tell her how I feel, and she doesn't feel the same way in return, would I ruin a great relationship with all my housemates? The other two already know how I feel because I told them. She has a generally playful and flirtatious personality, so I really don't know whether she feels the same way or is just being friendly. She almost always sits right up next to me on the couch, and we make a lot of eye contact, but maybe I'm reading too much into it. All of this makes me feel like a young teen again and if anything I'm at least grateful I can still feel this way about someone. My other roommate told me he doesn't think she's changed her personality at all around me so she may not have any feelings in return. What should I do? I feel like this will eat at me if I do nothing. Should I make a move even if I don't know if I have a chance just to get a resolution? Or should I try to move past it without saying anything?
TL;DR : I like my roommate, but don't know if she likes me back. Considering I live with her, should I say or do anything or keep it to myself?
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2021.10.24 18:13 lechatnoir1972 Very Nice Very Evil Bendie

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2021.10.24 18:13 JJotunji (Ps4) Need iso for 2’s . 2-way tempo pusher. Can dribble if needed and can shoot consistently. If interested add me : ConorHayes06

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2021.10.24 18:13 Mister_W038 CHALLENGE! find the anime!

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2021.10.24 18:13 Waff11e_c0ne Mini Christmas tree skirt - link to pattern in comments

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2021.10.24 18:13 dapa_10 Danica could kick some ass

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2021.10.24 18:13 OutsideProfessor1375 Do colleges care about the aggregate or breakdown?

My school reports subject-wise percentage scores (0-100) - CBSE - and at the bottom of the transcript there is an aggregate (essentially the average of all the percentages). Throughout HS, my Math, CS, and Science/Phy marks have been on the higher end (96-100) while I've dropped in languages almost every year. Since I will be applying as a CS major, will the breakdown of the grades matter to colleges or will they just glance at the aggregate and compare me to others from my area??
Please provide any info that may help..
Thanks : )
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2021.10.24 18:13 Frosty_Inevitable_22 Anyone able to help on d3? I need help getting from 53 to 70 on seasonal toon…

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2021.10.24 18:13 yuval_D Happy birthday to myself!

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2021.10.24 18:13 Ok-Implement-7509 Playlist criteria: If it's Groovy enough to make it into a future Guardians of the Galaxy movie, it belongs in the playlist.

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2021.10.24 18:13 squidknee420 Caught the librarian sleeping on the job

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2021.10.24 18:13 Pitiful_Ad_7947 When I merge Dracula in the Halloween event I saw that it had a timer. Do you guys have any idea what it drops?

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2021.10.24 18:13 IntrovertNeuron Used bmw pre purchase inspection in Los Angeles

I have purchased a used 2018 bmw x1 from Carvana. I have 7 days to return if there’s any issue and I have to get an inspection on the car. Should I go to bmw certified service centers/dealerships or rather an independent auto repair shop? Any suggestions for LA? The car is still under warranty but I assume inspections are not covered, right? What would be a reasonable price? Thanks!
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