2021.10.24 19:49 Personal-Pineapple-5 Trader Joe ::: Phase 1 of JOE RUSH - Double the Rewards, Double the Fun!
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2021.10.24 19:49 BrooklynSunset My one year old 75 gallon dirted low tech planted tank.
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2021.10.24 19:49 thereal2fac3 Should I feel bad for condemning my family for not bothering to listen or care for my music?
I'm a 32 year old male. As a child I always loved English and back before I could even write a rhyme I had a diary to say things I couldn't say in conversations. It's weird but it's easier for me to write down some of my most troubling thoughts as opposed to saying it out loud. That's just how my brain is wired, and due to severe depression since a teen that's how I was able to get my thoughts out.
Fast forward to my early 20s. I start writing poetry more and sharing it on social media. I got pretty good feedback from including my family and they always told me to record. The thing is, I hated my voice but that's a piece of my self hatred. Still, I continued to share poetry but with a different twist since I was writing to beats just not recording them. Everybody including my family said I should record.
I finally work up the strength after I got out of the hospital for things I don't want to conceal publically. I write about my struggles and record. I send the tracks, which were freestyles back then, to my family and I kid you not the algorithm said nobody clicked on it.
My mom would share on her social media, but when I questioned her about songs she shared she said she didn't even listen. Everybody else didn't listen iny family and it hurt me deeply. This is a passion I have.
I used to go to open mics before the pandemic and it took a lot of courage cause I'm an introvert plus a little shy. They never came. I would even ask them what they were doing cause I was doing an open mic and they would say they were busy so I stopped asking.
So, music is my way to express how I'm feeling since it's hard for me to word it thru speech. I feel abandoned by my family.
It would be different if they actually heard me and said "that shit garbage" or "it's not something I want to listen to" but they don't give me the time of day.
Meanwhile, I have a sister that played basketball and my mom would go out her way to even drive out of town to her games even when she sat on the bench. Me? Only time she heard a song was when I said it was dedicated to her.
The rest of my family the same. Honestly, I haven't recorded and barely write now. Hardly nobody listens and if my own momma can't take a few minutes out her day to listen then why bother?
People, strangers, that heard me says that I'm good or at least passable. I had a couple people say they ain't like it but I didn't care. I just wanted my family to actually give a fuck about my deepest feelings so I've grown cold to them.
I grew up thinking I was always on the back burner and this just reminds me. It hurts....
So I ask you guys...am I in the wrong?
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2021.10.24 19:49 Satanownsyou Duck breasts at 130F for 2 hours and seared. Served with mushroom and bacon risotto and a white wine/fig/rosemary reduction.
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2021.10.24 19:49 MistressDenna Opened this mail and it looks like an ad for The Shining
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2021.10.24 19:49 krs196 What are five habits a guy in his 20’s do you think should be doing daily?
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2021.10.24 19:49 jeffersontogden Church history in public education
It may just be me but the church is only mentioned as a group of settlers that were a part of westward expansion. It seems like extermination orders and persecution aren’t really talked about even though we learn about early persecution against other religions and against native Americans. I guess what I’m asking is, has anyone ever learned about church history in public school?
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2021.10.24 19:49 Various-Tax-5755 I quit a six figure job today
I’m 40, single parent to a teen. I work in leadership at a large agency. Lately I’ve been gaslighted by a client and no one has supported me. I’ve worked every weekend since May. I’ve been waking up with anxiety attacks and not eating. I haven’t screwed anything up but everyone around me has dropped balls and set me up to fail. It’s made me so sick for so long. I took a vacation recently and when I got back and that feeling hit me again, I cracked.
I chose my health. I quit. Wish me luck y’all. I’m going to hustle and save $$ and find something that doesn’t kill me.
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2021.10.24 19:49 terry_macky_chute Maybe too early but where's the best place to get pics of me & my pets with Santa?
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2021.10.24 19:49 Arora_gal Interested in subleasing
Hello I’m looking at places to sublease near the UT Dallas campus, I am a female and looking to move December or January. DM me if you need a roommate!
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2021.10.24 19:49 Nathanielaf Which color suits best for my solar Titan?
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2021.10.24 19:49 DrCryptolite FRIENDS : James Michael Tyler, who played Gunther in Friends, has died aged 59
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