2022.01.17 22:57 Think_Lavishness9308 Last time for tonight hoping my little Eve can boost up before tomorrow’s drop! Enjoy 😊
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2022.01.17 22:57 bobcat Eric Adams Ran on Making New York Safer. A Subway Killing Poses a Test.
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2022.01.17 22:57 e-rok85 Took home a 2015 Mercedes E400 coupe
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2022.01.17 22:57 bakedfaerie fp broke up with me
he lives w me so it's going to be 10x harder until he leaves.
i never ever want to date someone again. id rather keep things meaningless and quick.
love is just too painful. there's never going to be anyone on the same page as me. i'm never going to be happy seeking that out.
it should've stayed a 1 week fling. what i'm good at.
not a 1 year one.
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2022.01.17 22:57 DoorNo2868 The top?
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2022.01.17 22:57 Bonus1Fact Famed aircraft carrier USS Kitty Hawk is on her final voyage to the scrapper's torch:
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2022.01.17 22:57 Shammybammybammy HELP with Proxxon Hotwire Cutter: Wire instantly turns red hot and breaks on every temp level (video demonstration provided)
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2022.01.17 22:57 nodab2019 Naming Every City iN alaska
https://iafisher.com/projects/cities/north-america/share/482035 Named every city in alaska
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2022.01.17 22:57 SideZealousideal1879 I have two tickets for Tulips @ Fort Worth lmkkkk
2022.01.17 22:57 Martrey low quality editing <3
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2022.01.17 22:57 Worstimever Remade a classic meme as a 3D animation
2022.01.17 22:57 Consistent-Gap-7120 If there was a short movie made of your life what song would be playing in the background?
2022.01.17 22:57 JuliaBreezyOfficial First time ever opening up... Any ways I can make my birthday a little better this year for myself? I don't need any ignorant comments, just advise about how to stay strong & keep pushing until things sort themselves out... Please be kind 🙏🏽
My birthday is in a few days & I haven't been able to celebrate my birthday, gotten a gift, been able to celebrate the holidays, get any holiday gifts or be with family for the last 3 years now so it would mean the world to me if someone could send me a gift for my birthday or just spend time with me or something, I just would love someone to talk to on my birthday & not be alone this year again..hoping there's a kind stranger out there...going through the holidays again alone with no family was horrible & just don't want to be alone again for my birthday 😭 🙏🏽 🌎 .. I have CashApp $juliahonaker, Venmo: @Julia-Honaker, Zelle if you want to message & ask for my number! And yes this is a true story. My parents cause of death & obituaries are public record so I am prepared for people to say mean things, people just want to make others feel worse than they do so I understand if anyone says anything rude, I forgive you & hope you find happiness one day ✌🏼
I'm adopted to start off with so Ive always pretended I didn't have issues with it when really I always never felt good enough but I thought if I didn't recognize those feelings, they weren't there. It was a closed adoption, now that I'm 18 I can go find them but the last I heard they were young & weren't prepared for a kid & with everything that has happened recently in my life I think finding them a little later in life when my life has calmed down a little would be better. So I got adopted into an amazing family who hands down are literally the most amazing, kind, selfless people to ever walk this earth. But one small problem to our adorable little family. My parents were very sick. Even my grandparents & the adoption agency told them they probably shouldn't adopt but they still thought adopting would save me from a worse life, probably in foster care & they had all the love in the world to give me, so why not?? Right? Well, this is what actually happened.. my parents were already in their late thirites when they adopted me, my Mom couldn't convince b/c she had one of the worst cases of Crones in the county & in a few years would develop severe heart disease & a bunch of other health issues. My Dad on the other hand was diagnosed with kidney failure which is when he had his first unsuccessful kidney transplant which later ment my Dad working long hours then being at dialysis all night so I barely saw him. I was always a Daddy's girl so this naturally broke my heart. My Mom almost died from open heart surgery twice when I was just a kid. My Mom worked long hours & most of the time I had no one to pick me up from school so I was always the kid that had no one to pick me up from after care after school because my Mom was still working. She would come home & immediately fall asleep because she was severely anemic & couldn't absorb nutrients so she only weighed around 90lbs at all times. So hard to look at now that I'm older and understand what sickness looks like. I ended up mostly having to raise myself, I was an only child as well so I didn't even have anyone else to tell me this wasn't normal. I never was able to ride a bike with my parents b/c my Mom's pace maker & she always had to watch her heart rate & my Dad was always drained from dialysis. Never got to go swimming as a kid b/c my parents couldn't get wet. My parents were always drained & I was an only child so I never went anywhere or did anything fun. If my parents weren't working or in the hospital I was at home making them lunch while they were in bed resting. Never the less my parents were my best fucking friends. We never fought, they always accepted me, I was the reason they kept fighting through all their health issues & the reason they woke up every morning to go to work so they could provide a roof over my head. I'm crying right now writing this thinking how selfless my parents were, I wish I told them more how grateful I was but as a kid I thought this was normal. I was adopted into a really Jewish family & my parents pretty much knew if they adopted me, they would be essentially shunned from my family since my "blood wasn't technically Jewish" so I never had a family outside my Grandparents. My Grandparents we're some of the most amazing people as well too, like I seriously got so lucky especially being adopted you never know what situation your gonna get adopted into. So in 2012 I woke up one day & my Mom was at work & I don't have siblings so I'm home alone & me n Dad were supposed to go golfing. I couldn't find him anywhere but his car was still in the garage, so I called my Mom & she told me to check the house again, that's when I walked to the other side of the bed & found basically my Dad's body facedown on the ground, with blood & brain matter all over the walls & ground & bed. What I didn't know but found out later is his head basically exploded from a really bad aneurysm relating to not getting checked b/c ppl with kidney disease are more susceptible to aneurysm, so even tho I always think what if I woke up sooner or didn't sleep in till 9 I could have been there for him or done something but in reality it would have been more traumatic for me to witness all of that happen when I was still a kid, so I've come to terms with that as best as I can. Then a few months later my Grandpa died. That one I was just numb for so I handled that the best I could, Grandparents you at least know it's coming at some point but with my Dad it's something a child should never have to prepare for. Moving on to a few years ago. My Mom was literally my BEST FRIEND, we got really really close & I became her caretaker when she retired after my Dad & Grandpa passed. She really needed to be in a home with a full time caretaker b/c at that point she had a bad fall & was in a walker with a broken hip they tried to do surgery on but from her OI & the fact she was too weak to go under they couldn't fix her hip so she basically just had to live like that until she passed which was HEARTBREAKING to have to witness on a daily basis, she would fall trying to get to the bathroom in a hurry from her crones but always tried to act independent & would get really mad if anyone tried to help her because I'm still a kid so she knows I shouldn't have to witness this or worry but she's my only parent, how could I feel okay going out and living my life not worrying about her!!! So I never wanted to leave or go out with my friends when all my other friends were experiencing things every kid should experience b/c I couldn't let her be alone, I came home to her on the floor one time, she fell and was like that for hours, still too caught up in her own pride to call me b/c she didn't want to bother me & wanted me to enjoy going out for once. That literally broke my heart 😭 that's my bestfriend right there before she's my mother so it hurt twice as much watching her go through all this. So come to a few years ago & she ended up suddenly becoming unconscious one day so I called the paramedics & I was still a kid so I don't understand everything that happened but she essentially was about to die from heart failure & her doctor literally said to me she's fought all these years b/c of me, she honestly should have passed a long time ago, so when he put it like that I understood that she had fought this fight long enough & she deserves to be out of pain after being in pain literally her whole life. She was on hospice for a week before she passed & I wouldn't leave her side, her own family only came in one day for 30 minutes & left. I was only 17 with no other family or siblings. You would think an adult or even tho my family was kinda estranged, someone would take me under their wing or something. I even had to wait an extra 3 hours, with my Mom's dead body at 3 am after she died b/c my "family' was "grieving too much" to be there so I had to wait for the Coroner to come collect my Mom's dead body which I had to sign for. Fucking bullshit. So then I get home around 5, finally tried to lay down after literally being awake at my Mom's bedside all week, then around 8 I get woken up by a text from my estranged aunt that says " Just so you know Grandma passed away this morning, we just got the call from the nursing home " and then they blocked me since the only family that they talked to was now dead ( My Mom & Grandma ) so I had to see them at the funerals a few days later & they refused to even talk to me. Fucked up. All because I'm adopted, was going to college for music & turned out bisexual. Towards the end that's why my Mom wasnt talking to her siblings or family anymore b/c they never accepted me from when I was adopted but then when they found out I was going to school for music not becoming a doctor or lawyer like the rest of my family & when they got the wind I was bisexual they said some really mean things & my Mom that's when my Mom put down her foot. But here I am still a child, with the only family I had in my life both pass away essentially on the same day, well not technically the same day since my Mom passed right before midnight but they died literally within 6 hours of each other, which am I the only one that find this creepy or ironic?!?! My Mom & Grandma were super close so I understand. My Mom was my Grandma's favorite & I was both their favorite 😉 just something that made me always chuckle especially since we always looked alike although I was adopted, my Grandparents we're the only ones that saw me as not being adopted which always touched my heart 💓 anyway, I was working a side job so I had a little money stuffed away, only a few hundred dollars because we all trust that our parents know what's best for us & always have everything figured out. But that's when fucking reality hit.... My Dad made his part of the Will but my Mom was still in the process of finishing the Will. So come to find out I at 17, had nothing to my name. Nothing. I'm still fighting for what my parents worked so hard for in court because the will wasn't finished. My Mom's siblings were supposed to take care of me if something ever happened, which is did, but they gave up their rights literally the minute they found out my Mom died. Which this wasn't sorted out before is beyond me especially when my Mom's siblings were lawyers. But because of their own ego they wouldn't talk to my Mom so when my Mom & Grandma both passed suddenly, nothing was sorted out or put in place. So right now I'm currently just fighting to prove who I am. When my Mom passed I went through everything in the house but I couldn't find my birth certificate, social security card, or anything like that & the only ID I had was expired. Then COVID hit & everywhere closed so trying to go to the courthouse to try to get documents or the DMV or Social Security was all closed in person & I didn't have any of the documents I needed over the phone. So right now that things are slowly reopening & now closing again, I'm still just trying to prove who I say I am. At 17 I was in a homeless shelter a few months after my family passed b/c I literally had nothing in place & I realized my Mom got too sick months ago & since she didn't see her estranged family no one knew she was seriously dying. I also just never even thought about any of this being a kid. Like as a kid who the fuck thinks they'll ever be in this situation or have to plan for this? 😢 So thank God one of my friends Mom's took me under her wing, who's known me & my family since I was a kid but just never knew what I was going through & dealing with so now she let's me stay at her place to help me have a roof over my head when she can while we all try to ride out COVID again. But she's a single parent who lives in a one bedroom apartment with herself, 2 daughters & me occasionally when she can since things are so tight right now. Especially since it's Winter where I live we just had our first bad snow storm a few months ago so I'm BEYOND grateful to have her & her daughters ( my friends ) in my life right now helping me to get things sorted out with lawyers & the will & getting all my documents to prove who I am & such. Seriously without them I would be homeless not able to get a job right now because I can't even get an ID let alone a social security card. Some of my estranged family has some documents I really need them to hand over because they know I have no way of proving who I am without them so at this point law enforcement said we'll have to bring them to court to get that documentation or go through the system but doing through the system to prove who I am can take YEARS. It just hurts because I feel like I'm an illegal immigrant in my own country 😭 going through everything I've been through these last few years has opened my eyes & helped me empathize with people I never thought I would have anything in common with, but you never know what life will throw at you. If anyone takes the time to read this & stupid as it sounds or even if you think things will never happen to you like I did, PLAN AHEAD, make sure your kids are taken care of even if your a young parent or think none of this will ever happen to you. Also no matter how hard things are, take a moment to appreciate who you have in your lives wether their blood or not. Also BE THANKFUL FOR YOUR FAMILY & PARENTS NO MATTER THE B.S OR HOW ANNOYING THEY GET. I see so many kids my age treat their parents like shit & it makes me angry 😡 So all in all, this is like the 3rd birthday & Hanukkah/ Christmas ive had to go through without any family or gifts or a home cooked meal 😔 last birthday & Christmas I was in a homeless shelter so to even have a warm apartment right now to be in no matter how cramped we are right now & no matter that we can't even afford to make a cake or anything for my birthday, I'm just grateful for just having a pillow to lay my head down on tonight. If anyone can help make my birthday / late holidays à little better, I'd love to meet some new people to talk to & make some new friends off this post 😊 if any kind people can donate, I know times are insanely hard right now so I don't expect anything at all, but it someone could donate it would seriously be the best gift I've gotten in YEARS 🙏🏽 this post has been the first time I've opened up about my situation online to anyone so please keep the comments kind & I don't judge you & forgive you already for any insensitive or ignorant comments. I've been crying the whole time I've been writing this post so I apologize for any misspelled words or anything that doesn't make sense 😭 I'll do my best to answer any questions, I'm an open book! 📚 ive never felt my problems were big enough to share since everyone has struggles we don't see so this is the first time I've ever vented or opened up so once again please be kind!
tldr; I'm adopted, my family passed away when I was young & haven't been able to celebrate my birthday or holidays with anyone & been in homeless shelters the last few years, If anyone can donate or just be a kind person so I have someone to talk to so I don't feel as alone that would mean the fucking world to me 🌎🙏🏽😭
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2022.01.17 22:57 ocdshmuck Frisco No. 1519 4-8-2 Mountain Class built by Baldwin Locomotive Works in 1925. Photographed at St. Louis Union Station, St. Louis, Missouri in June of 1936.
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2022.01.17 22:57 Priestkc31 SURVIVOR: Special Effects - ROUND N9NE
WELCOME to the Special Effects Survivor!
I'm sure most know how this works but if you don't it's pretty simple.
Simply vote for ONE track each round that you think should be ELIMINATED.
So you're voting for your LEAST favorite track from the tracks remaining each round.
VOTE FOR YOUR LEAST FAVORITE TRACK HERE
2022.01.17 22:57 comcicomsah Any at home covid test kits available to buy in Zona Romantica?
2022.01.17 22:57 mplopez99 How long to be forgiven after qualifying for payments ?
Appears after 3 months of arguing with FedLoan on how many qualifying TEPSLF payments I should have they have agreed with me and have qualified me with over 120 payments. How long after you qualified was the loan actually forgiven (zeroed out)?
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2022.01.17 22:57 Camren485 Quick question about controllers?
I know this sub is mostly about how poop GameStop is working there and stuff….but uh if I come in to trade in my ps5 controller that has stick drift could I trade that in for another Controller? Or would I need to buy a WHOLE nother 1 for a total of 70 dollars? |:
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2022.01.17 22:57 Zaff3r Troy Polamalu
2022.01.17 22:57 ar_torres we're neighbors
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2022.01.17 22:57 ChatotAbby I wish that the Genie’s real identity turned out to be Norm Macdonald.
2022.01.17 22:57 gloatingfern How chicken nuggets are made
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2022.01.17 22:57 No_Focus0 I’ll take the NB ending over the season 8 ending anyday!
For years people have hated the original Dexter ending because it was unsatisfying and not definitive and now 8 years later they get a definitive ending and they now prefer the original ending which I wouldn’t even describe the season 8 ending as a series finale more like an open ended mess.
Was the NB ending perfect? No but at least we got an actual ending to Dexters story and won’t have to live our lives wondering what he’s up to being a lumberjack. I’ll take NB anyday over season 8.
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2022.01.17 22:57 icesaiah666 New and looking for people to play with
2022.01.17 22:57 dawn--rt Twitter moment
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