Why I'll never get help on the HealthyGamer website

2022.01.27 06:07 Tiny_Pineapple2945 Why I'll never get help on the HealthyGamer website

Hope that didn't sound rude, in fact it also applies to any website to get help offered by any youtubestreameetc like Dr. K.
I have such a huge issue with trusting people, even more so (so much more in fact) with people that explicitly mention that they want to try helping me. I am aware that it is probably, surely because I have been betrayed by people who managed to convince me to mention my struggles before hurting me in so many different ways, so I close myself off more and more and the next person will try harder to get me to tell them my worries, then when I finally do it's back to the stabbing lmao
Close friends are obviously another story, but it's because they can show support, listen and that's enough. For therapists, coaches, etc it's just complete distrust. I need to feel safe and to know the person while being disconnected from them, which is what happened with Dr. K. After watching many videos, finally after a year I felt like "Ah, I think I can feel comfortable telling him something." but that won't happen. His website offers coaching by people he trained, sure but that isn't what makes me trust them. It's not about the technique, it's about their identity, their personnality, the way they react, their way of thinking. I need to see them work, talk for a long time, learn about them while knowing they are not acting a certain way to get me personally to open up - which will take a while, like it did with Dr. K and heck, even with Jonathan Decker from Cinema Therapy!
But it won't happen, I won't be able to ever talk to them so it makes me feel kind of hopeless. I'm aware that this feeling can be a defense mechanism because it's easier to give up or whatever (remember that video with the "incel" guy from his channel) and I try to stop it but when I was about to book a session with someone from the website, it just became absolute agony and I backtracked, but the feeling of being uncomfortable to the point of nausea stayed for weeks and weeks, it was pathetic and I don't wanna being subject to that again.
I was simply wondering if a lot of people feel the same way, I'm not saying this to search for how to deal with it and some "Have the courage! Keep trying!". I have heard that plenty enough haha (but I appreciate it nonetheless, thank you).
I guess that was a vent too? An anxious vent to let a tiny, tiny piece of my worries slip away into the hands of people I don't know and don't trust, let's hope I don't get constant nausea from that! Just thinking about someone commenting on this is making me nauseous so it's not starting well oop-
Have a nice week folks, take care :)
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2022.01.27 06:07 Majestic-Bluebird-86 Minoxidil & Hair Serum

Hey Guys I have a question that at every morning after bath I apply hair serum for healthy hair and at night apply Minoxidil so is it okay to apply Minoxidil or do I have to wash my hair first then apply Minoxidil for Maximum Absorption?
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2022.01.27 06:07 teaviie Is this part of Monte Carlo?

Is this part of Monte Carlo?
What is this plant? It started growing in my Monte Carlo a while back so I thought I should go ahead and propagate it. It's been a while since and it only grew longer vertically and I'm starting to wonder if it's not even Monte Carlo
Tank is 1 Month old
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2022.01.27 06:07 jmkhu_890 This is goodbye. (REPOST)

So, you know, you may have noticed me not online or in the SonicTheHedgehog Discord Server, right? Yeah, I have a reason for that. So before I tell you what happened to me, here's a long story short. One of my classmates bullied me about asking about the reproduction organs in class, since I love Science, as some may know. This particular kid thought that I was watching NSFW, the reason he honorably mentioned me as a shame to me, suppose. Then, I reported him to the teacher, of course why not. To not expose myself to these kind of things, I had to leave Discord as a whole. I am sorry, everyone that cared about me in the server. I had to go because I needed to protect my mental health and then I do not want to hear from him anymore. If you do not care about me leaving, that's about you. All the memories I made in the server will be forever in my heart, in a special place deep down in my heart, my eternal gratitude for the people that were with me on my journey in the server. My dreams in the server, getting to Rank 100 and being one of the News Crew. It makes me sad that these dreams of mine will never be accomplished up to this day. I am very sorry for all the people who cared about me for leaving you without any notice, if you see this post, this is my goodbye message. Do not worry, this is not the end, this is a new beginning for me, a new path opened for me, a new chapter to the life I am having. I can finally do my other ambitions in life, make a game, raise my Chao and getting 100% in all of my games. I will miss you all forever, I guess after all, I wasn't meant to be friends with Fox Boi (Benji) although that being a little awkward. I wish everyone in the server to take care and make sure to enjoy your life for life is temporary. Go and play Sonic And All-Stars Racing Transformed with the boys, shitpost in the bucket. I guess, sonic wasn't meant for me. I have to move on to my next stage, whatever that may be, take me lead, I'll set you free. This is my final message, change the world.
Goodbye. (Please do not mark this as a low-quality post, subreddit team.)
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2022.01.27 06:07 UnaCabeza People with no Vaccination , are you still employed ?

Genuine question. Just wondering if places with vaccination mandates still have people non vaccinated working.
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2022.01.27 06:07 PossibleTruck8835 اون موقعست که (دست - دهن - جر)😂😂😂😂

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2022.01.27 06:07 ProPlayerA1 Ok.

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2022.01.27 06:07 Kittykate555 How do i send in the chat?

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2022.01.27 06:07 StitchKh Карантин на примере Хоакина Феникса

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2022.01.27 06:07 InSociet If season pass 4 really coming soon, All of this is everything i wish to get

- DLC mission
Need more longer campaign and bring back 4/4 chapter like main game
(Terminal Error and Return to Hell is suck, That mission force you to play it without breaktime or saferoom and no more chance to change weapons between mission)
- DLC Weapons
Kar 98k and new automatic shotgun
And bring back upgrade with tool kit system, I really hate stupid grinding killing requirement in previous DLC weapons
Platinum skin for special melee and heavy weapons
- New characters
I'm not sure about this maybe i already happy with all char in ZA4 now
- Gameplay improve
Have bot support system like a Left 4 Dead 2, I want this because i feel bored to play alone now but i didn't have a friend and i also miss 4 characters on cutscenes in Zombie Army Trilogy too

So what about you?, What you wish to get in new season
I believe this game is not over yet
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2022.01.27 06:07 Technical_Yogurt_537 Why are they hardly any leftist parties in my country

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2022.01.27 06:07 Mattmace10 What Mid tier 3d Printer should i buy?

Hey guys.
I had a Wanhao duplicator I3 around 3+ years ago but sold it on.
I'm looking to get back into 3d printing again, and would love some suggestions on a good 3d printer around the $800 mark. I had been looking at the flashforge adventurer 4 as i can get it 2nd hand for my budget but worried about it being proprietary and also the print quality?
I'd probably be printing lots of bits and pieces mainly in PLA, ABS and would like a build plate of atleast 200x200x200 (Bigger is fine.)
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2022.01.27 06:07 NZepplin I just had a spaghetti pasta bake for dinner with some coke no sugar what are you having tonight or had if you're in a different time zone?

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2022.01.27 06:07 promike93 Anyway to make cleaner angle without removing drywall?

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2022.01.27 06:07 LoveMangaBuddy Read Queen, You Musn't! - Chapter 3 - MangaBuddy

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2022.01.27 06:07 assagitaz Belchev - One Day [Soundeo Soul Records]

Publisher: Soundeo Soul Records
Out Date: 2022-01-07
Quality: MP3 17.27 Mb / AIFF 76.02 Mb
Genre: Organic House / Downtempo
Belchev - One Day / (Key Ebm, BPM 117, Length 7:11)​
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2022.01.27 06:07 loonling Dig Deeper: The Disappearance of Birgit Meier

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2022.01.27 06:07 Mysterious-Paper-421 Why does distributive property work?

I want to know more about it other than just "this is how it is and it works so I use is"
like why does it work on a deeper level of understanding? I feel like just knowing the formula is not enough I need to know exactly why and how it works because it doesn't make much sense to me.
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2022.01.27 06:07 ReluctantNihilist95 Which pet to get in event ? F2P

I have already gotten a Phoenix luckily from the boxes. Should I get another one to make it legendary? Or should I get another S pet?
It seems from this subreddit that Phoenix is pretty useless.
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2022.01.27 06:07 I_am_just_a_friend uhhhhhhhhhhh

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2022.01.27 06:07 Physical-Rip-292 Just packed Kimmich unreadable, I’m having really good success with my team atm in div 1, do you reckon I should do the changes in the 3rd pic any help greatly appreciated and also thoughts on a new cam for laborde 🙌🏻

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2022.01.27 06:07 MFDANH_STUDIOS Furiosing: Fnf Vs Dave And Bambi Secret & Fnf Vs Dave And Bambi [ravedj]

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2022.01.27 06:07 KK3545 Actual pain in the ass to make; I was alone side 1 (we were holding on eggs and muffins)

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2022.01.27 06:07 MashClash How do I start growing my twitch if I already have a somewhat successful youtube channel?

I have 61k subscribers on youtube, but I would like to start getting into twitch streaming. I actually did stream a bit on twitch starting a year ago, but I didn't have much time so I ended up stopping after like half a year. I haven't streamed in a good few months, but I have 4k followers from when I did stream.
I follow twitch culture and watch a decent amount of twitch streams, yet I don't really know the ins and outs of the algorithms and the best practices. If you could let me know some of the basic things I should know when starting up again that would be great!
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